The Enemy Within

I am always interested in what will be said each week in the email from James Clear.  As is usual, this week there is much to think about.  Included is a statement I have found to be the case.
“I have had periods in my career when I have been sprinting full speed and accomplished a great deal and I have had seasons when I have been fairly lazy and coasted on my previous effort.  What I have learned is that I am the major obstruction to getting results. Whether external conditions are favourable or unfavourable makes less difference than whether I am fully engaged and consistent. Even in competitive fields, the competition is primarily within yourself.”
I have known both times.  Times when all seemed easy peasy, and times when it all seemed too hard.  Times when I am not really motivated.  The statement “What I have learned is that I am the major obstruction to getting results” rings true for me.
I am fond of saying something like I can have as much or as little of some things as I would like.  In moments of inspiration I am very rar rar.  Such moments are always counter balanced by moments wanting to take the easier road when times are hard.
Yet one thing I know for sure.  I never feel better for having given in to slackness.  As I read somewhere recently, a sense of well being and satisfaction is always found in overcoming obstacles rather than giving up because of obstacles.
It seems to me I should be thankful for difficulties rather than despise them.  That is easy to say and for sure there are times of rest and recuperation needed.  Yet I know I grow more taking ground rather than holding ground.  To hold it is necessary and requires a different skill set but when ground is taken in a worthy cause and in a worthy way others are liberated.
Personally, I know of no greater joy than seeing another enjoy freedom that has been denied.