Surveillance

Something occurred to me today.  I know that is remarkable in itself, but it is like I was there.  Actually it is more than that, cause I was there.
So often, what I do, is like I am doing it in the third person.  That is, it is like I am watching myself do it.  It is not always the case, but often it is.  In one sense it is like I feel about surveillance.  We have a bit of a joke at home that if we were being watched, the person watching does not really have a life, as what we do is pretty boring really.  Well it is not to us.  Everyday life is enough to keep us on our toes.  I so could be wrong, but I feel if I do something awry, the information is there to go back on.   If the surveillance is real time, then I would really not like to be the person who does it.  They would need to be paid real well I reckon.
In my world view, I am actually being watched and not just by the government.  I actually cannot hide from the watcher.  They know me, and the amazing thing is, they love me anyway.  There are world views where no-one is watching.  Well, if they are unlucky, the neighbour might be.
Whatever the case, actions are determined by the belief.  I have learned over the years, just because I believe something, does not make it true.  I really have no problem with someone believing something strongly, but I do have a problem with someone trying to force their view on me, as if it were the only right one, no questions asked.  If something is right, questions are not to be feared.
I have shared before how in my world view it does not matter that I am one in several billion, I am significant.  In Townsville, I knew a guy who moved there, to a new job.  No one in the town knew he was there.  His response? He asked the only one who knew he was there, for assistance.  I was amazed how his life turned out.  I bought a car he had.  My mechanics words? “Buy it before he changes his mind.”  He never became obscenely rich.  He was not the most famous person in the world.  He was and is like me, a bit player. A significant bit player.
Government surveillance is scary.  I can be brought undone on a whim.   Some other surveillance, I will deal with first chance I get.  I am however used to surveillance.  I am just glad it is done with my best interests at heart. ​